but when it's bad it's awful.

We fought last night. Big time. It's irritating how he thinks I've cheated on him. WHEN I HAVEN'T. EVER. When we're together, everything runs smoothly, we fight a little but we make up not too long after. but when we're apart it's like we suck all the negative energy and we end up fighting like we want to murder each other. i'm getting sick and frustrated, it's emotionally draining when the person your talking to doesn't get a word your saying and doesn't listen to you. if only he knew how much this relationship meant to me, then he wouldn't have to worry about me straying off with another guy. If this long distance relationship is ever going to work, he's gonna have to learn to trust me and believe what i say. I don't wanna fight, believe me. You may think that i do this for attention like all the other girls do, but if i could get by a week without arguing with him or losing my patience with him it would make me fucking happy. I just hope we work this out and i hope god gives me patience to deal with him and his ways.